"Where were you when I was burned and broken
While the days slipped by from my window watching"
It has been a long time that i have been searching for someone,who can help bring LIFE into me who lives the meaning of the song "Coming Back To Life" by Pink Floyd.Waited for long time in a hope that someone from a big figure (6877000000 -1 ) on this Planet will hear my Voice and will respond.I thought life is taking test of my OPTIMISM and kept on waiting and enjoying the song.
With a deep cut with the stitches on my forehead,Whole body in pain,Banging soul and ignoring the GRAVITY of the situation as Exams & IC are on head and Technical Secretory Of AIT is sitting in unknown state .And calling someone as he consider himself hurt and helpless.
Lost in thoughts and Lost in Time,He is just dying to hear a voice out in SPACE.
But more then 30 hours has been passed but No answer (A BIG NO...),Then I realized It was just a bad excuse for not accepting the facts.And 'SSM' (i.e"Surender Singh Malik" .. ME) is not a looser as looser only give excuses.
So He came up with a fantastic plan that in place of just waiting for a miracle to take place ('As Miracles Are made to take Place') and wasting time .Why not just stand up and seek for a HELP.
He was being proud of himself by giving this PLAN.
He given a thought of going to his CREATORS (Parents) and tell them that " Your Product is in Problem and you should do something to make it right as you know SSM from Inside Out".But fortunately or unfortunately that i don't know but he has read "GARDEN by Deepesh".This step would have solved his problem but He decided to gave up this idea ,As now he is enlightened by "GARDEN" and wanted to Make His Garden beautiful without their help.Which he knew will give an immense pleasure and Satisfaction to His Creators .As they also wanted to be free of restlessness of the greenery of the Garden(life) to which they have given 20 Pristine Year Of 'Their Life'.
Rejecting the previous thought He decided to not to go to others to solve his Problem.He wanted something Of his Own.'FRIENDS' was the word which strikes his Paining Head.He accepted the idea by thinking that FRIENDS are the only ones which he has EARNED by himself and They are his own soul who know SSM a lot after his creators.He was again Proud of himself As he got a Reason To See His "unique DIMPLES :) ".SSM has a circle of friends with Big radii.You name the Place,Alphabet or Skill SET , HE has got BEST one can have in the world.He went to few of them and tried to put the things in front of them.To his surprise He Got a Positive and very caring response from them.All of them tried to help SSM in their own Unique Style and decided to do stuff which can help ME.They all started to solve the UNDEFINED PROBLEM STATEMENT .But still SSM did not get the Solution of his Problem.
This bring him back to the previous state and DIMPLES disappeared.SSM was tired but was dying to Solve the Problem.Was reciting "Where were YOU when I was burned and broken"
But still have no idea of this 'YOU' , still in search,Even the Best Searching Algorithm and search engine is of no use to him.
Pain was winning over him ,He thought of leaving the Whole Idea of Searching "YOU" & let the Pain lift the TITLE and decided to go to sleep and suffer.
As he just moved the mouse across the "TURNED OFF" of XP.He stopped Don't know why but he did.Stared his wallpaper("JH" His Lord Hanuman) for few seconds, "JH" was giving him the answer to his Question,But he Was not able to DECODE it.Ignored it and By Simply smiling on self he TURNED off his PC and ended the one sided conversation with his "JH" in between.
But he was not ready to accept his defeat But he didn't had any other options.
Due to Some PRISTINE SOULS with him ,He analyzed the whole situation with cool mind while looking at his WALL white Board.
Repeating ::
"Where were YOU when I was burned and broken"
He took a heavenly ride through SILENCE
He Knew The moment had ARRIVED
For killing the past and coming back to LIFE
After few minutes He stood up & cried out louder with happiness He got His Answer. Yah he got his Answer, His DIMPLES were back.He won, Satisfaction can be easily seen on face having few stitches.He was full of energy again, ready to face the challenges of LIFE with Confidence and was planning to run again on track of life with the only one thing in mind WINING.
Oh,Sorry forgot to tell the Answer,Actually answer is very simple.One exciting thing about answer is that it was there in QUESTION itself.When SSM was repeating Question again and again He was stopped at "YOU".
"YOU" yah "YOU" was the answer mean to say ME, MYSELF, SSM was the person who can resolve all his problems and was the answer to his Question.
As No one in this world know you better then "YOURSELF" .
Parents & Friends just knew few of your part that's why they were unable to solve SSM problem.You know yourself inside out. Every single THOUGHT , EMOTION and SITUATION under the SUN needs your consent before troubling you.
So just remember everything is in your Hand, it solely depend on you How you want the things in life,Running here and there for solution or Just giving some time for
"SELF INTROSPECTION"
Analyzing the things self solves the problem if not it shows the right path to solve the Problem.
As you only know , What your strength and weakness Is?
Self Introspection has helped SSM A lot Now it's your turn just give a try as it cost nothing and I am Sure that it will help you too as you are also a normal Homo-Sapient Like me :P.
Now I think I should stop & take rest (Pain :P) now will carry on the Topic in next Post.
"LIFE IS TOUGH "That is given now it depend on you how you want to live it By Complaining or taking it as a challenge .There is no secret to life.
You go DOWN ,You LOOSE,You STUMBLE, BUT BUT every time that happens "YOU GET ON YOUR FEET",Get Up as fast as you can.As getting up one more time and giving one more try will lead you to Success as LIFE IS HARD ,REAL HARD ,INCREDIBLE HARD ,IT'S ALL UP TO YOU ....... to be continued in next post :D
I would like to take the occasion Of Release of my first blog to Thank GOD,PARENTS & PRISTINE SOULS (My Friends :D) who helps me Every time.
While the days slipped by from my window watching"
It has been a long time that i have been searching for someone,who can help bring LIFE into me who lives the meaning of the song "Coming Back To Life" by Pink Floyd.Waited for long time in a hope that someone from a big figure (6877000000 -1 ) on this Planet will hear my Voice and will respond.I thought life is taking test of my OPTIMISM and kept on waiting and enjoying the song.
With a deep cut with the stitches on my forehead,Whole body in pain,Banging soul and ignoring the GRAVITY of the situation as Exams & IC are on head and Technical Secretory Of AIT is sitting in unknown state .And calling someone as he consider himself hurt and helpless.
Lost in thoughts and Lost in Time,He is just dying to hear a voice out in SPACE.
But more then 30 hours has been passed but No answer (A BIG NO...),Then I realized It was just a bad excuse for not accepting the facts.And 'SSM' (i.e"Surender Singh Malik" .. ME) is not a looser as looser only give excuses.
So He came up with a fantastic plan that in place of just waiting for a miracle to take place ('As Miracles Are made to take Place') and wasting time .Why not just stand up and seek for a HELP.
He was being proud of himself by giving this PLAN.
He given a thought of going to his CREATORS (Parents) and tell them that " Your Product is in Problem and you should do something to make it right as you know SSM from Inside Out".But fortunately or unfortunately that i don't know but he has read "GARDEN by Deepesh".This step would have solved his problem but He decided to gave up this idea ,As now he is enlightened by "GARDEN" and wanted to Make His Garden beautiful without their help.Which he knew will give an immense pleasure and Satisfaction to His Creators .As they also wanted to be free of restlessness of the greenery of the Garden(life) to which they have given 20 Pristine Year Of 'Their Life'.
Rejecting the previous thought He decided to not to go to others to solve his Problem.He wanted something Of his Own.'FRIENDS' was the word which strikes his Paining Head.He accepted the idea by thinking that FRIENDS are the only ones which he has EARNED by himself and They are his own soul who know SSM a lot after his creators.He was again Proud of himself As he got a Reason To See His "unique DIMPLES :) ".SSM has a circle of friends with Big radii.You name the Place,Alphabet or Skill SET , HE has got BEST one can have in the world.He went to few of them and tried to put the things in front of them.To his surprise He Got a Positive and very caring response from them.All of them tried to help SSM in their own Unique Style and decided to do stuff which can help ME.They all started to solve the UNDEFINED PROBLEM STATEMENT .But still SSM did not get the Solution of his Problem.
This bring him back to the previous state and DIMPLES disappeared.SSM was tired but was dying to Solve the Problem.Was reciting "Where were YOU when I was burned and broken"
But still have no idea of this 'YOU' , still in search,Even the Best Searching Algorithm and search engine is of no use to him.
Pain was winning over him ,He thought of leaving the Whole Idea of Searching "YOU" & let the Pain lift the TITLE and decided to go to sleep and suffer.
As he just moved the mouse across the "TURNED OFF" of XP.He stopped Don't know why but he did.Stared his wallpaper("JH" His Lord Hanuman) for few seconds, "JH" was giving him the answer to his Question,But he Was not able to DECODE it.Ignored it and By Simply smiling on self he TURNED off his PC and ended the one sided conversation with his "JH" in between.
But he was not ready to accept his defeat But he didn't had any other options.
Due to Some PRISTINE SOULS with him ,He analyzed the whole situation with cool mind while looking at his WALL white Board.
Repeating ::
"Where were YOU when I was burned and broken"
He took a heavenly ride through SILENCE
He Knew The moment had ARRIVED
For killing the past and coming back to LIFE
After few minutes He stood up & cried out louder with happiness He got His Answer. Yah he got his Answer, His DIMPLES were back.He won, Satisfaction can be easily seen on face having few stitches.He was full of energy again, ready to face the challenges of LIFE with Confidence and was planning to run again on track of life with the only one thing in mind WINING.
Oh,Sorry forgot to tell the Answer,Actually answer is very simple.One exciting thing about answer is that it was there in QUESTION itself.When SSM was repeating Question again and again He was stopped at "YOU".
"YOU" yah "YOU" was the answer mean to say ME, MYSELF, SSM was the person who can resolve all his problems and was the answer to his Question.
As No one in this world know you better then "YOURSELF" .
Parents & Friends just knew few of your part that's why they were unable to solve SSM problem.You know yourself inside out. Every single THOUGHT , EMOTION and SITUATION under the SUN needs your consent before troubling you.
So just remember everything is in your Hand, it solely depend on you How you want the things in life,Running here and there for solution or Just giving some time for
"SELF INTROSPECTION"
Analyzing the things self solves the problem if not it shows the right path to solve the Problem.
As you only know , What your strength and weakness Is?
Self Introspection has helped SSM A lot Now it's your turn just give a try as it cost nothing and I am Sure that it will help you too as you are also a normal Homo-Sapient Like me :P.
Now I think I should stop & take rest (Pain :P) now will carry on the Topic in next Post.
"LIFE IS TOUGH "That is given now it depend on you how you want to live it By Complaining or taking it as a challenge .There is no secret to life.
You go DOWN ,You LOOSE,You STUMBLE, BUT BUT every time that happens "YOU GET ON YOUR FEET",Get Up as fast as you can.As getting up one more time and giving one more try will lead you to Success as LIFE IS HARD ,REAL HARD ,INCREDIBLE HARD ,IT'S ALL UP TO YOU ....... to be continued in next post :D
I would like to take the occasion Of Release of my first blog to Thank GOD,PARENTS & PRISTINE SOULS (My Friends :D) who helps me Every time.
